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Given up on SCC business since parents has been telling me to quit.  at least, one thing off my mind now. Though I feel bad for leaving the team, but it cant be help.

On a second note, I'm in the first batch for IIP. Off from school during march - sept 2010. As much as I wish I'll be in the second batch, guess its another good thing since I'll be free during december period in 2010.

Yet another UT down. 3 more UTs to go, but I'm not in the mood to study now. Especially for Financial Accounting. God knows how much I detest accounting since secondary. Yet, if I choose to head to uni, its a module in which I have to pass. Sigh.

For now, school's a chore for me. It just seem like I'm dragging myself to school everyday. Looks like I really need some form of motivation to go to school. Kar Koon claim I have a bad attitude since I'm so easily influenced by friends and sometimes, I really wonder is coming to RP a right choice for me since participation mode is important.  Its just so hard to excel when I'm not that outspoken as usual. Especially when its a competitive environment.

While packing some of my stuff for the past week, I manage to dig out some things from few years back. And it brought me back memories. Friends, friendships,feelings, bonds, events.. all long gone. Lots of times I find myself not to even remember things that I did, things that happened over the years. Friendships that have been long gone,bonds broken. Yet, nothing much can be done. Maybe I should just lead my own life without having to bother much of the influence by friends?

I just feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down,again. I just cant seem to get myself to study.. FA is driving me insane.

Feels like my life's been passing by
With happiness just bein' a lie